dropout update

Dropout had been doing so well, then last night he stopped feeding. we have been dropping small amount of milk into his mouth through the night in the hope he would start fighting again. He stopped holding onto our fingers and just curled up into a little ball in our hands wanting to cuddle. Then this afternoon he lost his battle, he slipped away quietly in our hands, all curled up in a little ball, just as if he was still asleep - only this time it was a much longer sleep.
We feel very sad at his loss.
Its a strange day today, as its my birthday tomorrow and it doesn't feel right celebrating, so we think we will put it off for a day or two.
Jacky